Sob sob...I'm sick. Guess it's because of sleeping too late last night...haih...then when I woke up this morning, my head feels like it's splitting open T_T
But then I still went to uni because we were suppose to discuss about our upcoming presentation which is on this Friday!! Haih...and I still haven't got a clue what are we supposed to do. -_-''
Anyways, I really couldn't stand my headache anymore, which by then has become a whole-body-ache...Went home just before my class was due to start. Haha...but feel regret ler, my friend told me the webpage designing was VERY hard today. Double sob.
Slept for 2hrs when I got home but still...my headache is not going away! Grr...don't feel like going to the doctor. Now all I wanna do is curl up on my bed...my back hurts T_T I don't even have any appetite...oh well, still have to eat abit to take the panadol...
I hate being sick!!!

Blood~!

Today I did something I've never done before. I donated BLOOD. Yeap, you read that right, I donated blood. We had just finished our class for today when one of my coursemate told us the university is having a blood donation campaign in the hall. (Funny, I didn't even realised they were organising one >.>) So anyway, I thought I'd try it since I've never donated blood before.
After filling in the forms and cheating a little bit (I'm not QUITE heavy enough to donate actually =p), I got a container with all those creepy looking things inside and also a passport like booklet that indicates my blood type and how many times I donated etc. And then it's off to the chair for me.
Hmm...overall I find the experience quite okay. Except for that brief moment of pain when the needle is being jabbed into my veins T_T . Otherwise it was practically painless =) I didn't even experience any major discomfort or dizziness what-so-ever. Hmm...if given the chance, I think I'd most probably do it again!


Now for some silly pic!


Me being silly =p


My blood! =O

At last, I got my finals results after waiting for almost 1 whole month...went to the uni early morning to get it but the office says it will only be out on the 29th of May...(grr...waste my time). Ended up checking it from the internet...waste time waste time waste time...why didn't it show the results when I checked it at home???Somemore I had to wake up super early to get to uni for it.
Haiz...was abit disappointed at my results though I don't have to resit any papers (thank goodness!). Should have studied harder for my accounts paper...haiz...that stupid paper dragged down my CGPA by alot leh... T.T sobs...
Anyway, Monday have to start studying again...which means I'll have to wake up early every morning and start to study study & study some more...zzz...haiz...hope that this semester will be easier to manage than the last one. Haiz...

Finally finished my finals on Monday~! Yay! Now I'm into my 3rd day of semester break, and...I'm already starting to get bored =x
Anyway, went ice-skating with my uni friends yesterday. I almost died laughing when my friend landed on his butt...I'll tell you why he fell if you ask =p Actually I fell also...some random girl bang me down from behind @.@ Sad...now both my knees blue black and my ankle is scraped, all thanks to the stupid skates. It's gonna be awhile before I can wear my skirts and shorts again T.T
Watched The Hills Have Eyes 2. I didn't even watch the first one when it came out =x oh well, at least the stories are not connected...I think. LOADS of blood and gore and people getting screwed by mutants...a typically slasher flick lah...chopped limbs, squashed heads...you know, normal stuffs for this type of shows. It was actually quite okay but the ending...swt...
Another thing, I can't wait for the end of May to come...Yay! I'm going on a trip with my friends.Genting~ Here I come~!! Lol...Haven't been there for quite sometime so I hope it's gonna be a fun trip =D I'm soooo dying to go on the roller coaster again! Whee~~

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This is something I found on the web...
None of it is my work. Just felt like sharing =)

Just realised that I'm kinda heartless. I keep forgetting other people. Sigh...I have had people IM-ing me in Msn...then they start chatting with me, asking about my life, my uni and generally all about my stuff la...and there I was, sitting in front of my computer frowning at the screen, wondering who is that.
Gosh...you have no idea how bad I feel when they were happily enquiring about my life and then I asked, ' Erm...sorry. But who are you again? ' I seriously feel I'm a jack-ass for being that way. But I just couldn't recall who they are no matter how hard I try.
Hate being so blur...There seems to be alot of things that escaped my attention. I forget people, I forget incidents, I forget words that people say to me that are really important to them...I just forget alot of things. Maybe that's why some people like to take care of me? They just can't help it when they see such a blur case I guess...>.<

I'm sick again. I seem to fall sick every month...my mum says I can't cope with all the pressure haha...Still, I'm glad that I got pretty satisfying results for my public speaking presentation the other day. So, I've decided to make a list of things that I should be grateful for. Here goes:
1. I'm grateful that I got 47/50 for my public speaking presentation, although my hands kept shaking the entire time.
2. I'm grateful for the 6GB Mp3 player I got for my birthday, although it was 2 months late.
3. I'm grateful for passing my economics mid-term test.
4. I'm grateful for being able to sleep till 11.30am on a Saturday (I hardly get to do that anymore because Utar just love having extra classes on Saturdays).
5. I'm grateful that someone loves me.
6. I'm grateful for loving someone.
7. I'm grateful for being able to complain about my pounding head, my sore throat and my runny nose. Because that means I'm still alive.
8. I'm grateful for tissues. (Don't ask me why...just refer to no.7 and you'll get it)
9. I'm grateful for my friends who supported me whenever I was down.
10. I'm grateful for being able to live past my 18th birthday

I feel the need to type the title out in caps just to show how stress I really am. Campus life is not at all easy and relaxing...tons of presentations and assignments to hand up. Time really seems to flies ESPECIALLY when nearing datelines...
Tomorrow I have my 10mins public speaking presentation and I'm still not done preparing for it...-.-'' My speech barely reaches 7mins...I'm just gonna die straight away. It doesn't help that this presentation alone accounts for 20% of my overall grade T.T
Super super stress...but somehow I can still find time to blog about craps when I'm supposed to be looking for more materials to crap about for tomorrow's presentation...hahaha swt =.=
But I hope it'll be okay as the topic of my presentation is something that I could relate to...my past experiences hehe =p Still, I think this time my lecturer won't be that lenient...I'll have to buck up if I don't wanna fail my public speaking (since I didn't study for my mid-term...oh well...) Sad T.T
And Friday's the due date of economics assignment! Sigh...I hope what I did was good enough...Just ultra stress today...aaaaaaaaaaaaa ='(

Was on my way home from uni today when my mom saw a kitty in the middle of LDP. It was a teeny weeny lil thing...I guess it wouldn't be able to survive through the night with so many cars roaring past...Asked my mom to U-turn back and I did something a lil crazy...I went down the car and grab it. Right on the highway >.<~ Then we went straight to the vet and asked for a check-up. Actually wanted to keep it but my house already has 2 dogs T.T Was considering to put it temporarily at my house till someone can adopt her cos the vet says if we put her at the clinic she would be put down after a week if nobody adopts her...NO WAY! As luck would have it...just as the vet done the deworming, a lady came into the clinic looking for a kitten to adopt! Whoo~ =D So we gave it to her for free instead. I'm just sooooo glad we found her a home so soon. I can't imagine her being put down. She's really one lucky lil kitty and I hope she'll have a wonderful life at her new home. Muax and take care kitty. Will miss u~


That's my mom's hand...look how tiny the kitty is~



Cute...ain't it?

Yaaaawwn...in class now. Dam slpy...haih... Last nite slept at 2 den hav to wake up at 7 dis morning =.= Actually tried to slp since 11 but those blardy inconsiderate ppl...playing with fireworks from 11pm till almost 2am still nt done. I noe it's a cny tradition...but PLEASE? next day is a monday...and unlike those idiots, some of us actually hav a life to live. 2am is just plain unacceptable.
Sigh...now make me look even more like a panda...better listen to my tutor talk la >.<>