Wednesday, August 22, 2007


Was feeling really down. Wondered if she did the right thing. Then, she went over to his profile and saw the 'reason' why she did all this. It suddenly reminded her why should she do this even though it hurts her inside.

She can't be with someone like this. One moment he says this to her, next moment, he might just turned his back on her and says exactly the same thing to the other person. You have no idea how much it sucks seeing that kinda thing. To her, I love you is a very special thing. It can't be said to two different people at the same time. It's supposed to be one and only. So she made up her mind, it's time to let go and move on with her life.

She can't do anything now since the damage is already done. For now, it's either friends, or strangers. It's really up to him. She is also tired. And she doesn't wanna see the other person's picture and feels as if someone is squeezing the air out of her again. It's really too much for her to handle. She fears a breakdown will happen.

For now, she's contented to live in her own carefully protected bubble and forget about all the rubbish that happened. That is, until someone comes along and burst that bubble. Then you shall see the 'tough as nail' her breakdown. interesting that would be.


-sqiang- said...

be tough
all the best...

Cherrie said...

I am tough! I'll pull through. Don't worry. =)

Yellow Cake said...

Sunshine, I think ya outta jus' march right up to her house 'n kick her skinny butt.

Yer prob'ly 'lot tougher than she is.

Anonymous said...

You know, this description about her just seems so GENERAL nowadays.