Did you know?

Do you know what is the smallest rhino species in the world? Hah...Gotcha!

It's the Sumatran rhinoceros. One of the rarest mammals left in the world. It is listed as critically endangered with only about 300 of them left in the world. Thanks to poaching and deforestation.

No wait, you didn't go into the wrong blog. It's still Cherrie's blog. Only this time, I've decided to write about something more serious. I have a soft spot for animals, so this kind of things affect me a lot. (All together now, awwwwww~)

Back to the rhinos. So, some of you might wonder, why rhino? Why not other cuter looking animals? After all, rhino is not exactly cute and cuddly is it? I'm writing this to support the 'Rhino Rescue Project' initiated by Honda. Yes, the same Honda that brought you those gorgeous sedans. This project is the one and only corporate sponsorship dedicated to saving the Sumatran rhinos. Honda actually pledged a total of RM5 MILLION to WWF Malaysia as part of the project. Like OMGWTFBBQ?! RM5 MILLION?! That can buy me loads and loads of clothes, shoes, heck, even a house omg! *fantasizes about new Ferrari*

But I digress, the reason we should do our bit to save the rhino is because it is the ONLY rhino species found in Malaysia. You wouldn't want your children or grandchildren to see the rhino only in their textbook right? To think that rhinos might be to them what Dodo is to us...that is awfully saddening. And it is already happening if we don't do our tiny lil part in saving those poor rhinos.

What can I do to help you ask? Well, if you have a blog or a website, paste the Save our Sumatran Rhino into your site and help spread the word. =) Lets save the rhinos shall we?

Happy

I'm happy. Yes I am. Perhaps not ecstatic, but I'm feeling happier than what I've been feeling recently (If you've been reading my blog all this time you'd know I've been less than a happy bunny recently due to one reason or another).

The reason? My coursework marks mostly. Though I admit I would have like em to be higher (but then who wouldn't? -.-), but I'm still satisfied with the overall marks except for 1 dreaded subject. Marketing. I didn't do well in my mid term for Marketing, mostly because I didn't study for it. And my assignments aren't great either. So, sigh...I got crappy coursework marks. As for the others, I'm happy. But my Writing for Business marks could have gotten higher if not for the fact that the tutor gave our group such RIDICULOUSLY LOW marks for our assignments. Even recalling our marks now gives me depression. Come on, for both our assignments, we didn't even manage to score at least 25/30 for either one. That, is seriously depressing. But there's nothing I can do now except for studying harder for my finals to make up for those crappy marks.

On the other hand, I surprised even myself yesterday. I actually started studying! In the library! O.o Well, for some people this is probably nothing much. But for me, I've always did last minute studying... So starting 2 weeks from the date of my exam is kinda a surprise. Let's hope my hard work will pay off during my finals eh? Heh...

Ah...and today is Merdeka eve. While everyone's out there partying, I'll probably be holed up at home doing nothing unless some last minute plan comes up. Ugh...this is depressing. Noooo~ I can't do this now, otherwise my title will be contradictory with my post. *happy thoughts happy thoughts*

Well, Happy 50th birthday to Malaysia! =) Lets hope that we will see improvements in the years to come. And I wanna see the fireworks tonight! =(

Oh, and I do NOT give a damn about the issue anymore. I am too tired to bother. In other words, I give up.

The reason you see me offline forever

Watched Secret on Saturday. I'm not a big fan of Jay Chou but this movie seriously rawks! Especially considering the fact that he is a first time director. The plot is a pleasant surprise. It's not your typical romance movie but rather one that has substance and style. I've fallen in love with the way he plays the piano~ ♫

Now I just have to catch Ratatouille. Food! Gourmet food!


Pet peeves. Trying to decipher an msn conversation after a long day.




I tried, believe me. I tried to understand, I tried to tolerate it. But I just can't.
I don't freaking have time to decipher every single line of your message okay?!

I have much better things to do.

Seventh month

Note: OMFG! Finals again in 2 weeks! OMFG OMFG! Help!!!11!11!!!



For those of you who didn't know, this month is actually the seventh month in the Lunar calendar. And that means the Hungry Ghost Festival is here. The Hungry Ghost Festival goes on for one whole month and people make offerings to appease the restless spirits roaming our land. And legend has it that the Hell Gates will open on the 15th day of the month, thus releasing all those 'stuffs' to our world.

It is advised that we shouldn't go out late at night and such to avoid attracting some 'unwanted' attention. There are various superstitions such as do not answer if anyone calls your name at night as it might be one of those things trying to take over your body kinda stuff. I'm not exactly a superstitious person per se but I do believe in ghosts. Because I saw them before. Meh...used to anyway. If you guys are interested in that kinda things, you should be able to find plenty of books on this topic. Shan't elaborate further cause I don't know much about these things to begin with anyway. =)



Anyway, today, is the 15th. And I'm evil, as always.





Boo!


Wuakaka...nites! "Sweet" dreams! X）

ps: I am THAT pale. Serious. =.=

Biatch

昨天淋了一场雨。
感觉，好舒服，好快乐...
好像所有的烦恼都可以被雨水冲走似的...
要不是待会还要上课的话，我真的很想就这样站在雨中，
把所有的不愉快都冲走...
可是，人生往往就不能如我所愿。

真的很讨厌很讨厌某种人...
那种，表面看来很好的人，看来很信得过，
在你面前永远都是个好人，
但当你转过身的时候，他却把你给背叛了...

曾经，我也遇过这样的人。
她，让我对这世界多了点提防，多了点怀疑，多了点保留，
也让我的眼光看得更宽，思想变得更成熟。
我很清楚被人背叛的滋味。
真的一点都不好受...
所以，我能了解给人背叛的那种痛。

当你把你心里的秘密都告诉给那个人听，
把信任都放在他身上的时候，
他，却背叛了你。
说真的，我真的很讨厌。
我，不是在帮任何人，
只是觉得这种行为很卑鄙，很无良...
信不信，
接受不接受我的看法，
由得你。

Untitled

Was feeling really down. Wondered if she did the right thing. Then, she went over to his profile and saw the 'reason' why she did all this. It suddenly reminded her why should she do this even though it hurts her inside.

She can't be with someone like this. One moment he says this to her, next moment, he might just turned his back on her and says exactly the same thing to the other person. You have no idea how much it sucks seeing that kinda thing. To her, I love you is a very special thing. It can't be said to two different people at the same time. It's supposed to be one and only. So she made up her mind, it's time to let go and move on with her life.

She can't do anything now since the damage is already done. For now, it's either friends, or strangers. It's really up to him. She is also tired. And she doesn't wanna see the other person's picture and feels as if someone is squeezing the air out of her again. It's really too much for her to handle. She fears a breakdown will happen.

For now, she's contented to live in her own carefully protected bubble and forget about all the rubbish that happened. That is, until someone comes along and burst that bubble. Then you shall see the 'tough as nail' her breakdown.

Hah...how interesting that would be.

痛

亲手毁掉的友情，真的很痛，很痛。
我这次，好像是做错了。
伤得某个人很重。
其实，心里一点都不好过...
表面看来，我好像一点都没事，比起他，我看来好像没什么两样。
死撑，真的就是我的强项。
心里虽然很难过，很辛苦，可是表面上，我和平时也没什不一样。
他，选择了连朋友都不可以做的地步。
而我，却在原地不知所措。
很辛苦，很辛苦。

死撑，是我的强项

晴天


故事的小黄花
从出生的那年就飘着
童年的荡秋千
随记忆一直晃到现在
吹着前奏望着天空的我
想起花瓣试着掉落
为你翘课的那一天
花落的那一天
教室的那一间
我怎么看不见
消失的下雨天
我好想再淋一遍
每想到失去勇气我还留着
好想再问一遍
你会等待还是离开
刮风这天
我试过握着你手
但偏偏，雨渐渐
大到我看你不见
还要多久
我才能在你身边
等到放晴的那天
也许我会比较好一点
从前从前
有个人爱你很久
但偏偏风渐渐
把距离吹得好远
好不容易
又能再多爱一天
但故事的最后
你好像还是说了拜拜



一首很动听的歌...有点伤感，可是，这，不就是现实吗?

Confession

Note: As promised, I'll post my bikini photo tomorrow night. It will only be up for an hour before I take it down. So if you wanna see, try viewing my blog between 9-10pm tomorrow night.



I have a confession to make.


I'm upset.


Of myself. Of him. Of everything that happened between us.


I should never never have let what happened between us happen.


Can you let me go? Please? And go back to whoever that your heart belongs to.


I hate myself. And you probably should, too.

爱？

为什么每一次我以为我可以活得简单一点，少一点烦恼，少一点麻烦的时候，问题就会出现呢？

我真的觉得自己很脆弱，很无能...为什么就是少那么一点点的坚持？

也许我喜欢欺骗自己吧? 就算清楚明白事情不可能会有结果，心里面却还是在骗着自己。

有时我也不懂为什么自己会这么笨，为了一个这样的人，弄得自己真么难过，那么苦恼。

我问过自己，他，值得吗？ 虽然心里已有了答案，可是，还是与他在纠缠不清。

也许‘爱’这东西真的会让人盲目吧...可是说真的，我也不是很确定我和他之间算不算是爱。

爱...不是应该独一无二的吗？

我真的很迷茫...很迷茫...

Something random

You Are a Down to Earth Doll

You're good looking and you realize that looks matter And you also know that it's your inside that really shines You do your best to look like an A-lister But you devote most of your time to being a well rounded hottie

Are You a Vain Girl?

Your Brain is Green

Of all the brain types, yours has the most balance. You are able to see all sides to most problems and are a good problem solver. You need time to work out your thoughts, but you don't get stuck in bad thinking patterns. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about the future, philosophy, and relationships (both personal and intellectual).

What Color Is Your Brain?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence

You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well. An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly. You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view. A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary. You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Your Pride Quotient: 62%

You're beyond proud - you think you're honorary royalty. And while you may be nice on occasion, it's usually just to get what you want.

How Much Pride Do You Have?

Incompetent

Finally, I can breathe again! I've handed in the darned Web Page Design Assignment last Friday and sat for the equally darned Web Page Design test on Saturday. Now I'm free as a bird~! Well, not quite, considering that I still have to edit the Writing for Business assignment and do my news report for Writing for Mass Communication...Oh well, that aside, I can finally afford to slack again. At least for a little while more before my other assignments and tests start to overwhelm me again.

After 2 long weeks, my lazy ass instructor finally arranged a lesson again. I'm supposed to leave at 3pm later for my second driving lesson(Yes I'm slow, shut it). I'd surprise myself if I could still remember how to drive at all. My perfect memory and all. Sigh. Shall update on the lesson later if I managed to come back in one piece. Ah...and Poh Nee passed her driving test this week, now she can drive legally! Grats girl! (Yes I know I'm slow dammit)

On a different note, I managed to take a peek at my phone bills today (it's a long story). For those of you who didn't know, I'm quite 'fortunate' in a sense that I do not have to worry about my phone running out of credits since mine is a postpaid line. The reason I put the inverted comma is because my phone line is under my mom. And she pays the bills. Which means she has full view of my bills. I do not have access to it. Though I would certainly wanna know how much I spend each month, I certainly wouldn't wanna talk about my bills in front of my mom lest she asks me to pay for them myself. -_-"

So, anyway, that's not the point. The point is, I sms a lot compared to making phone calls since I prefer expressing myself through words. And I wouldn't know how much I spend each month on my phone bill since I don't have access to it. That means I might will sms a lil too much, sometimes. And my mom will threaten me with my bills. T_T

Therefore, I hereby beg all my lovely friends, change to Maxis please~ *big wet eyes* @.@ You see, they charge me 1cent for each sms sent to a Maxis number. But 15cents when it is sent to another network operator's number. I could sent 15 blardy smses to a Maxis number for that price. Call me stingy. Whatever.





Update: I suck. Big time. I hate parking. =.- And my arm hurts from all that steering. And I get nervous when cars zoom past me. And I love the divider, so much that I keep veering towards it. Did I mention I suck?

I can't take it anymore...

I'm dying. I need sleep. I'm suffering. I'm having mild dehydration. My eyes hurt. I'm bone tired. I'm whiny. I need my bed. I need 12 hours of sleep. My class is in less than 7 hours time. *whimpers*


I hate web page design!!!


Great, now I've contracted conjunctivitis. T_T

ARGH!

Hiatus

Change of plans! I'm staying! =p

This is going to be a very very random (read: nonsensical) post. =D



Was super bored in class the other day. And the also equally bored Hemin let me 'decorate' his finger. =p This is the first version. Personally, I like this better.



Second edited version. Brian says this looks nicer. Hmph...



Ever eaten a heart-shaped plum? =D



Class rept...Jeremy acting cute. >.<" Hair stylist: Poh Nee

Since this is my blog, how can I not cam whore a lil before I end the post. Right? Right.



Gold fish impersonator. I hate gold fish... >.>



This is my just woke up face. Haha...


Okay, that's it for today. Sorry if I made several of your brain cells die due to the lameness of this post. But hey! It's my blog. So I don't really care anyway. =p