Emo

Emo post. Just leave.



Emo-ing now. Funny how my mood can change within seconds. Why am I so weak? Why do I keep getting affected by these things over and over again? Everytime, it's the same old thing. Yet, I am unable to control myself. I hate this feeling! My insides are squished to the extent of making breathing seems like a chore. I hate myself. *slitswrist*

It's just a stupid thing! Get over it already stupid girl. Get over it!! Forget it. I wish I could. Why does it bother me so much anyway? It's not like I didn't know it before. It's just that when I see it out in the open, it still bothers me so much that I feel like a total complete loser. Argh...perhaps carbon monoxide would really help solve my crappy problems once and for all. Gawd I hate my life.

Why the fuck did I get involved in this mess in the first place. Fuck it all. I need a hug. Maybe I should just go die instead. Whatever.