Reflections

I think I'm getting more and more superficial. Today I went to my old blog out of pure boredom. I looked through my old posts and suddenly it hits me in the face. My old posts used to be more personal and much simpler. There wasn't any pictures, just mainly about my feelings and thoughts. Hence the blog name. 'My world in words'.

When I shifted back to blogspot, I retained the name as I thought it suited my blog quite well. But then, when I reread my recent posts again, I felt that somehow they were much less about what I'm really feeling inside. I'm actually ready to admit that some of the posts were even quite pointless as they're mainly just picture posts without much meaning. I originally set up a blog to chronicle my life's journey and experiences. Now it seems like my original intention were lost in the midst of everything.

I do not like the way things are going and I really hope to change the way I am before this blog turns into a complete bimbo blog like the ones I used to laugh at. Let's just hope I can remain true to myself.

Happiness =)

Today finally realised...happiness is actually quite simple. For me at least.
Little things in life that makes me smile or feel happy =)

1. Starbucks
2. Funny show on tv
3. Friends trying to entertain me with jokes when I'm bored
4. Playing games
5. Sleeping in my room with the air-cond on full blast
6. Blasting my hi-fi set in my room
7. Sms-ing with friends
8. A hug
9. Cam-whoring
10. Shopping!
11. Reading a nice novel
12. Found something insightful while surfing the net
13. Receiving funny or meaningful emails
14. Blogging
15. Found a HOT guy walking on the street
16. Compliments
17. Hearing my favourite songs on radio
18. When I get my allowance
19. Fantastic movie
20. Internet connection not lagging

From now on, I'll try to remember this list whenever I'm not happy =) And of course, I hope I won't get bored of things so easily and have a little more perserverance in life. Not to procrastinate so much as well. Looking forward to adding more things to my list of happiness. =)

Random facts about me

1. I hate dislike HATE it when people smoke in front of me, ESPECIALLY when I'm eating. I read somewhere that smokers actually inhales only 30% of the harmful stuffs in cigarettes while the other 70% is exhaled by them and inhaled (unwillingly) as second hand smoke by those non-smokers around them. I do NOT wish to die young and of cancer for something I don't even do, thank you very much.

2. I love reading. I LOVE reading. And I LOVE READING. Only good books by the way. So if one day you ran out of ideas as to what prezzie to give me for that special occasion, here's an option for you. =D
p/s: Only good books ya =p

3. I'm a bit of a shopaholic. A BIT.

4. I'm a lazy bum. This means a lot of things.
i) I do not like chores. I repeat, I do NOT like chores.
ii) I only do my chores when I have absolutely no choice. Meaning, either I have no more clothes to wear, I could no longer find my floor in my bedroom, or my mom threatens to kill me or something in that context.
iii) I hate mornings. I can NEVER wake up in the morning without feeling like a sleep-deprived zombie. If you're a "let's go catch the breath-taking sunrise" kinda person, I'm not your girl. Na-ah.
iv) I always do my studying at the last possible moment. If there's a test tomorrow morning, I'll start tonight after having my dinner; If the test tomorrow is in the afternoon, I'll start once I wake up in the morning. If I feel like it anyway.

5. I dead afraid of cockroaches. Anything that has more than 4 legs freaks me out. Period.

6. I fear being bored out of my mind. I get grumpy if I'm bored. I do stupid things when I'm bored. Do not bore me. Please.

7. I do not like stupid unintelligent people. I hate entertaining people who sound like retards. And I'm mean to them. Sorry.

8. Sometimes I wonder if I have some commitment issues. I get bored of relationships/the guy pretty quickly. That's probably the reason I'm still single. -.-''

9. I have very bad time management. I'm almost always late for anything and everything. Almost.

10. My temper flares easily. I cry a lot too. In short, I'm quite kinda very emotional.

I've decided to start over my blog...seeing that the last one wasn't really my cup of tea...lol

So, a little something about myself...hmm...Well, I'm officially 18 years old this year.Very tiny girl but don't underestimate my power when I'm mad...I hate liars...especially if they tell lies about me or hide something from me and lead me to believing something that they're not...I've have met a fair few of those idiots and frankly, I don't ever want to associate myself with them anymore...it just isn't worth my time or energy...I've better things to do anyways...
I'm a very messy and clumsy person. Always tripping over things or knocking things over...it's quite normal to see me all bruised up...haha...that's why I don't really like it when people give me things that are easy to break...not that I don't appreciate it...it's more like I know it wouldn't last very long...Some say I'm pretty quick-witted...I get things pretty fast...So it's isn't easy to trick me...And I've learn to try and love myself more...because I don't fancy having my heart trampled by someone else...My best friend told me I'm very compassinate...towards animals only...haha..I cried once because a stray kitten died...I'm pretty outgoing when I'm around my close friends...but I tend to clamp up around stranger...haha...I've some security issues...I know that...

And by the looks of this blog, I think it's already pretty obvious that my favourite colour is purple and pink...haha...