Horror of horrors

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It's been 2 years. I thought I'd finally put it behind me. All the nightmares, all the headaches, all the suffering. But, I should have known better. I should have known that I wouldn't be so lucky. Lucky things just don't happen to a girl like me. I seems to be destined to eternal doom, without the chance to escape, ever.

Yes, it's come back to haunt me again. Determined to make my life more of a mess than it already is. Mathematics. No, not just Mathematics. It's Additional Mathematics. Doesn't matter if they give it a different name like Mathematics for Business and Social Sciences, there's no need for the smoke screen effect, I can recognise what is Add Maths from a mile away. When I'd finished the dreaded Add Maths paper for my SPM two years ago, I thought that that would be the end of my sufferings, I'd no longer have to slave over a bunch of numbers and weird symbols, trying to make sense of it. Apparently, I. Was. So. Damn. Wrong.

I had always struggled with Add Maths ever since I was in Form 4. I was 15 then. Fast forward 3 years later, I still suck at it. Mathematics is not for a person like me. I can never fully comprehend the 'joy' and 'excitement' that some claim to feel when they managed to solve a particularly challenging Mathematical equation. All I would feel is "Oh finally! Now let's move on..." I would rather write you 5 essays instead of solving 20 Add Maths equations at any given day.

Imagine the shock I felt today when the lecturer stepped into the class and started giving out Maths notes and questions and started blabbing about formulas and what-nots. I nearly died when I looked at my so-called lecture notes. An inch thick of papers, all filled with Mathematics equations, in ENGLISH! Did I mention that in my 18 years of life I had only ever learned Maths in Mandarin and Malay? All the terms and stuff were completely in English this time around. Which means I have to start learning all over again. Great. Fantastic. I can hardly wait for this semester to end. Let's just hope I can pass so I would be able to get to degree year without any problems.

Oh, I should tell you something funny about my Maths lecturer. He's this guy around his late-forties (I'm only guessing-lah of course, I wanted to say fifties but...that seems kinda mean, what if he just looks old? =x) and at first glance, looks just like your normal typical lecturer. But when he opens his mouth, it just cracks me up. No, it's not because he's a joker. It's the way he talks. He ar, he talk ar, like this wan ar, so ar, you can count ar, how many times ar, he says 'ar' in one sentence. He also seems to be seriously lacking basic computer knowledge. That guy doesn't even know how to scroll down the document! "Oh...there's an arrow here...so when I want to scroll down ar, I press this..." HAHAHAHAHA! Now tell me how does that not crack you up?

Sorry, I'm a bit mental. You know, the shock and everything...


It's been awhile since I last camwhored. So there. =D

A minus? MINUS???

I am so, so, beat. I need sleep. Now. Just a short update.

Had fun with my friends today. It's been quite awhile since we last had so much fun together. But now my hands and legs are aching. -.-''

Finally got back my finals' results. Wasn't too bad. Wasn't too good either. My GPA this semester is 3.50, slightly better than last semester. Sigh, but whyyyyy A minus. T_T Why can't they just gimme an A instead. *emos*

Anyway, off to bed! Ciaoz!



[update]

Okay fine, I got 1 measly tiny A this semester. I couldn't help but wonder if I could've gotten higher if I actually tried studying for the two other subjects that I got A- for. Sigh. Too late to regret now.

Got a B for my Marketing. Well, it was actually better than what I'd expected since I didn't really bother studying for the paper. And I never liked the subject much anyway. *shrugs* Was kinda surprised that I'd gotten a B+ for my Sociology paper though. Considering the fact that I'd never even bothered to listen to the stupid lecturer in class before.

Starting class again on Tuesday. Last semester of my foundation year. On the bright side, there's only two subjects since it's a short semester. 7 more weeks and I'll be off to my degree year. I'm still thinking of switching to PR. Can't seem to make up my mind just yet. Ah well... =S

[/update]

Goodbye second semester~

Finally. Finally. Finally.
I'm done with my finals!!! Yes you heard right, I'm officially FREE from the clutches of studies for three whole weeks! =D

Had my last paper today. Well, Management was actually quite okay compared to that nightmarish Marketing. Hopefully I'll be able to score for this paper. If not my efforts of waking up at 8am to study will be all wasted. ): Now I can only cross my fingers and hope my CGPA would be higher than 3 this semester. Pressure pressure!!

Ahh...holiday. What a lovely word. Except that I do not have much plans...yet. I don't wanna spend my semester break rotting at home! Think I'm gonna use up all my money during my three weeks break for shopping though. >.> *cough*

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Edit:

GOSH! I'm so pissed right now. Went blog hopping to check out my fellow bloggers' posts just now and guess what I saw when I went over to Unstable's blog?

Not sure if you people noticed, but a few days ago there was a sick ass who spammed my chatbox with all sorts of pornographic nonsense. So I blocked his IP address and banned him from posting in my chatbox. So, problem solved. Or so I thought.

Little did I know, THE FUCKER WENT TO OTHER BLOG TO SPAM NONSENSE!! Now you might think that that is none of my business. Normally, yes. But NO! This retarded spastic fucking son of a bitch spammed Unstable's chatbox using my name! He pretended to be me! WTF???

I would like to clarify that the sicko who spammed your chatbox was NOT me. I'm really sorry about this Unstable. And uh...would you kindly remove the sickass' messages from your chatbox? And banning the user's IP address might be a good thing to do as well. Paiseh!

Take a hint, will you?

Note: Pointless rant ahead. Proceed at your own risk.


Sometimes, it amazes me to see just how stupid a person can get. There is this guy, let's call him B, he was my senior in secondary school but I never really noticed him as we have totally nothing in common. Even back then, I never really liked him as he has a reputation of always trying to hook up with pretty girls. He would go after one of them, and after being rejected, he would target another one the very next day. And he wasn't even good looking. At all.

So fast forward to after I graduate from secondary school, somehow this guy got hold of my number and started sms-ing me and called me even though I told him I don't like people calling me on the phone. Being the nice person I am, I replied his smses although I don't even like him, not even as a friend. Then after sometime, I got sick of him and stopped replying his smses or phone calls. The calls stopped after awhile. (If you really must know, he started hitting on me even though I told him I was attached. And he would try to ask me out again and again. Not that I went anyway. So I got really annoyed and decided to get him out of my life.)

Just when I had erased this person from my memory, I had the misfortune of bumping into him in a mall late last year. I mumbled some excuse that I lost my phone and ran off as fast as I could. The bastard had the nerve to call my phone afterwards with a different number! I answered it and once I knew it was him. I immediately hung up. And ignored his smses.

Now, a normal sane person would've taken the not-so-subtle hint and stop harassing me right? NO! Months after that fateful incident, I'd completely forgotten about his existence. Again. Til he called me again last night. With yet another different number! WTF? I stupidly answered yes when he said my name. Then he told me who he is. Gosh...I hung up on him after mumbling something incoherent. But the fucker is obviously so thick-skinned that he sent me another message, saying he just wanna make sure I was still using the same number wtf. When I didn't reply, he had the nerve to call again! Goodness, he is the most most most thick-skin person I've ever met in my entire life. WHY ON EARTH CAN'T YOU TAKE THE HINT? I do not want to hear from you or keep in touch with you at all!

He's like a stupid boomerang that keeps coming back no matter how many times you toss it away. I freaking hate this kind of people. Stupid stupid stupid. Now my mood is ruined. All thanks to the fucking asshole. Argh!

Okay, enough about the asshole. Had my Writing for Business paper today. Tougher than I thought. I almost missed out the last section because I didn't flip the page. -_-'' Now I just hope I wouldn't make too much careless mistakes. This is one of the papers that I'm aiming to score for. Since I wouldn't be able to score for my Marketing exam which falls on Monday. T_T

Oh, and I just got my license. HAHAHA...Beware people! Yes it looks fugly, but that's not the point. The point is, I can drive legally now! xD

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Note: I'm contemplating on moving over to wordpress. Yes I know I just shifted back here a few months ago...but I think I need the password protected post feature that blogger doesn't offer. But my blog has been developing nicely over here, so shifting might cause, well, disruption. Should I shift? Or not?
But then again, wordpress doesn't seem to be as user-friendly as blogger. Which might be a problem for technology-retards like me. >.> How??


Okay, sorry for the unimaginative title. My brain is not functioning very well nowadays. The title relates to a tag which I'm about to do if you're wondering ( yes, thank you very much brian...). Yes yes I know, two tags in 2 weeks? What on earth am I thinking? Am I running out of ideas to blog already? Well, I'm bored, and I really do not have much to blog about anyway. Like I said, brain not functioning well enough!

Had my Web Page Design exam today, which I didn't study for. Actually, I planned on studying...but but...I was lazeee...So I fell asleep holding the book. Next thing I know, it's morning already. >.> And not to mention I was late for the the exam...I walked into the exam hall 10 minutes after everyone started omgwthbbq! So malu-fying. The paper wasn't bad per se, but it definitely wasn't good either. If I'm really lucky I might be able to scrap a B- I guess. Sigh... Next up, Writing for Mass Comm on Monday. Hope I'll be able to do well in it then. Sigh why is my life so sucky? T.T

Bla bla bla, let's get on with the tag.

Answer everything, then tag 10 people.
Great, seven was hard enough, now 10?!


10 people you love (excluding family) lol...right
1. My bestie, yong
2. All my friends, you know who you are (inserts 8 people's name here)
3. Me, myself and I

10 things you wanna do before you die
1. Slap her
2. Learn to play a musical intrument, preferably piano
3. Be good in at least ONE thing

I did this in the previous tag, so I'm only going to do 3 more here. Heh, I'm lazy I know. =p

10 things you cannot live without
1. My cellphone
2. Computer
3. Internet
4. My blog
5. Money
6. Music
7. My friends
8. My bed
9. Books
10. Food (duh)

10 bad habits
1. Procrastinating!!!11!
2. Doing last minute work
3. Lack of self control
4. Lack of determination
5. Repeating previous mistakes
6. Too sarcastic at times
7. Bad temper
8. Not concentrating in classes
9. Almost always late
10. Spitting out vulgarities

10 attitudes that turn you off
1. Show-offs
2. Liar
3. Assuming they are always right
4. Do not give people a chance to tell their side of the story
5. Too boring
6. Overbearing
7. Shallow minded
8. Back-stabbing
9. Overprotective
10. Trying too hard

10 words to describe yourself
1. Lazy
2. Pessimistic
3. Blur
4. Sarcastic
5. Boring
6. Emo
7. Temperamental
8. Cute (or so they say)
9. Selfish
10. SHORT

10 favourite artistes
1. Avril Lavigne
2. Kelly Clarkson
3. My Chemical Romance
4. The Veronicas
5. S.H.E.
6. Westlife
7. Jay Chou
8. Mariah Carey
9. Plain White T's
10. Greenday

10 people to tag (I really don't have any idea who to tag, and I'm feeling nice today, so I'm gonna let you decide if you wanna do it or not, see, I'm such a nice person...)

YOU



Oh and by the way, I'm hungry =(

I'm so dead

Note: Freaking Maxis broadband is lagging like shit again. You have no idea how many times I have to click the refresh button just to edit this post. And I'm forced to use IE which gives me a lot of crap pop-ups and stuff instead of Firefox because Firefox is freaking buggy and refuses to load any page at all at the moment. And the idiotic Opera is not compatible with the blogger's page so I couldn't use it as well. There, you see, I'm so nice to go through 3 internet browsers and pressing F5 countless times to refresh the page and publish this post just so you could read my rants online. Now say thank you.


I am supposed to go for my driving lesson today. Ended up skipping it because I was too lazy to wake up. >.<

Watched Evan Almighty last night. Funny movie. My friend laughed til face cramp. >.> Lols...go catch it if you need a good laugh. =)

Anyway, had my first exam yesterday. Sociology was...well, to put it mildly, bad. As in bad til I can go bang wall and die bad. I practically died when I saw the questions... *mumbles about misleading tips* I finished the 2 hour paper in 40 minutes. Just great. Now let's just hope I don't flunk this paper. I do NOT want to see the idiotic lecturer's face for another semester thank you very much.

Next up, Web Page Designing. And speaking of which, I'm supposed to be studying right now instead of blogging. But I can't help iiiitttt... Procrastinating is a part of me. )): Ugh, I can't wait for my finals to finish. I'm in need of a mass shopping trip. And perhaps a trip too. *allthankstopohnee&phen'sblogs*

Oh and by the way, I'm thinking of switching course. I originally chose broadcasting as my major next year. But now I'm thinking about switching over to PR. Advice anyone?